Lost in Runtime
(with a side of rabies)

Here lies the blog of the out of mind, Puppy Firelyte, admin and owner of PetiChan and PetiWrite.

Within this blog are answers posed from his formspring and occasional rants on the many topics he finds interest in. He may include images, may include audio, or even links that he's stumbled across.

He hopes you enjoy the ride.....but try not to catch the rabies :3

True Story

I think I’m forever doomed with relationships…. not that what I want in the current one is going bad…. which I don’t think it is, which is nice…..

….but its like a constant over analyzing that I’m either not doing enough or doing something wrong, then the constant fear that I’m not there enough, and I want it to work, but with everything being online, it just feels like a massive disconnect, which doesn’t help.

If only he was here…. then I can only assume it’ll all be good, as then I’ll have him, and I’ll be able to snuggle him and feel his warmth and scent that I’m missing out on… with a sweet goodnight and a cuddle into dreamland…. and waking up with him by my side…..

*sigh*

…..and I can only hope it happens soon…. as I doubt I can handle much more of the disconnect before dropping into a ball of depressive unhappiness where then no one wants to be around me until the mood passes…. and who knows how long it’ll happen this time. :\

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Oh sweet jebus …. it occurs to me there’s 900 posts to this blog so far (this being post 901)… not that that’s really anything to celebrate or anything…. will have to remember to do that after 99 more posts…. but that’s still a considerable amount more than I would have figured. :o

ANYWAY…. not gonna bitch or complain or anything…. don’t even know why I’m making a post seeing that 900 isn’t that special a number….. but I digress…. so whatever.  :P

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Q
Where did you go?
from:Anonymous
A

I don’t know? :o

*pats self all over*

Pretty sure I’m still here….. only pretty sure though, so I may be wrong. D;

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Q
Do you mind me stalking you?
from:Anonymous
A

Should I?

I don’t think I say much that would be worthy of stalking….. but who am I to say that…… so I suppose whatever floats your boat. :3

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You like to dig. Do you dig me?
from:Anonymous
A

That sounds like an accusation. Who’s to say that I like to dig? While most dogs like digging, maybe I’m not one of those …. then what? :P

Seeing you, as an anonimi, is inquiring whether I dig them after such a claim that I like to dig, I’m to say that I don’t …. thanks for playing, better luck next time. :P

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Q
So many questions... what would you like to ask people yourself? Whom especially?
from:Anonymous
A

Don’t have any particular questions for anyone … don’t usually have questions unless its one of those questions which I ask being all nosy to learn more about people, because I do enjoy asking semi-random questions as you never know when interesting details come out, and when they come out, then I’m more knowledgeable, and being more knowledgeable makes me more awesome because then people have someone to go to (if they choose to) who knows them more than other people may know them….. I don’t know… I’m a curious puppy…. I like to dig.  :3

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If we were a band, what part would you play? (Regardless of your actual musical talents...)
from:Anonymous
A

Background something…. don’t much like the front end stuff…. most of the focus is on you and that’s like…. no go.  ;P

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I really think you're awesome. Will you marry me?
from:Anonymous
A

If I was single …. I might consider it.

BUT…. at the current moment (and in all honest hopes and wishes, a good long time [ie. FOREVER]), I’m taken by an awesome and most wonderful Border Collie who’s multiple times more awesome than me…. at least in my opinion he is.  :3 

<insert gushy sappy sentiments here which represent my point in a gushy and sappy manner which irritates most single people and people who don’t want to see it…. which is like me, and why I’m not actually putting something>  >:3

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were-all-just-mistakes:

and maybe have sex……

were-all-just-mistakes:

and maybe have sex……

(Source: roarbear, via turnt3chgodh34d)

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Why are you so awesome? :O
from:Anonymous
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That’d be a highly subjected thing depending upon who you’re asking and probably the way you’re asking it to those people. I mean … I do attempt to be an awesome person, as awesome people are awesome to be around, but seeing as we can’t please every single person, at every single moment of our lives (without draining one’s self beyond livable state), some would claim I’m not awesome (and others wouldn’t say anything since I also can’t exist for everyone… especially if they don’t know me yet).

You could ask the people I friend and never talk to (simply because things change and focus changes and I guess I attempted to be a social person with social networks …. and have lost the time even though the majority of my life is sitting behind the computer screen, regardless if I’m at my desk, at school, in bed, or on the go by mobile)

ANYWAY….. since this is deviating…. I can guess I’m awesome because you like the sites I provide (and the way its provided) which then its not so much “me” who’s awesome as that’s be projecting a site to a person, which I am not.  You could say I’m awesome because you like my personality, which I’d take as a compliment since that is the key thing I find important in a person (and so that’s a great thing)…. or you could be randomly asking it to a bunch of blogs, and so I wouldn’t much be able to accept the question of being awesome, so I’d digress and go sulk in the corner… but seeing as I don’t think there’s been that, we’ll not assume that’s the case.

BUT….. seeing as I do good and bad things to different people, sometimes without my intended knowledge the bad side, I can only assume I’ven’t done anything bad to you, mister questioner, intentionally or not, and that is why you consider me awesome.  :3

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